what’s your position?

It was a sunny morning. I rolled over to the sound of Suspect’s voice. He was on his mobile. As usual. My head hurt. My tummy hurt. Uugggh. Was I drinking last night? He walked over and kissed my forehead. The room was spinning, I got up to walk to the bathroom and then I [...]

the chips are down…

gee folks I don’t know where to begin. I have started writing this post maybe 10 times since I went missing late last year. It’s been one hell of an emotional ride. I decided to take a chance, let down my guard and risk it all. For awhile it was great, I was on top [...]

You know I’m no good

Monday morning
6:30 AM, I am sitting in traffic heading to a breakfast meeting [as if Monday doesn't suck enough] and my mobile rings. It’s Trouble aka Suspect. ‘Good Morning Baby… I need you now.’ I smile, I almost stutter but hey its a weekday and I am dressed in my power suit – [...]

Try to remember…

Recently I have been trying with all my might to remember how we got together and I keep drawing a blank. Goes to show how not earth shattering it was. He was a consultant on a project I was assigned to. I do not recall the first time we met tho I know it must [...]